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I cant control myself anymore..
so alot has gone on in my life and people think thats why i have my issues with being social or my mood swings and such but once i left home these feelings havent gone away my mood is still up and down everyday, i flip out at certain things i feel worthless and gross but sometimes i feel on top of the world and amazing and full of energy, i also sometimes see spots on the walls or something turn into a bug when i stare at it, anyway i looked up most of my symptoms there mainly connected to being bipolar, im going to go to the doctor today and talk about some of this but im scared if i am bipolar and get help will i change for the good? i just want to stop feeling this way i just want it to go away im sick of feeling happy for a moment then completely depressed im sick of flipping out on people i care about i hope im not bipolar but if i am im going to have to deal wish me luck ill update tomorrow.
Friends..
There are all kinda of friends, there are the friends that you meet and just stick to your life right away and stay there for the long run<3
there are the friends you meet but there just there for a moment and gone the next they teach you something about life and walk on there own and sometimes your path cross time to time or just you never really see them again
and then there are those friends you act like there here for you, pretend they care but when it comes down to it they just need someone to keep them from not feeling lonely
sadly you never know what kinda friend people are you have to learn the hard way same with there bad habits its one of the reasons im distant with people, i wait till i find someone worth opening up to it sounds dumb but it helps.
why did you tell that lie ?
i told them cause its easier to just tell someone your ok and to leave then to open up and admit that your life fucking sucks and your dying inside and you feel like you need to be alone cause theres no hope your not going anywhere in life, cause you feel like your already dead, i dont feel this way anymore but the time i was lieing the most is when i felt this way i wanted to keep others out and shut myself away from the world and just trap myself in my thoughts it was a dark place man i never want to go back!
HEY im back :D!
sorry i havent been on here in forever im going to start keeping it more updated sorry about that, well since i last left i went to my new school made a few new friends and some of my old friends are in my life its a good mix of both, i decided to go to Humber college after my last yea rof highschool or take a year off and work for extra cash, yea i got a job starts in september so least i have my summer before i start working full time and doing school work from home well my new home also i moved out of my parents place for the summer im with the boyfriend then for school my cousins its been crazy but im managing as usual, im sad that im not with my puppy but i know i will be with her soon i gtg for now bye bye cupcakes
are you fake?
nope, some people see me as fake but to be honest they never took the time to actually know me! i say my honest opinion i stand by it if anyones offended they can take it up with me end of story, Im not down for the whole lets start rumors and harass each other cause what does it solve? nothing. If Im fake then what’s real? :)
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